Unemployment.....

Wikipedia says, Unemployment occurs when a person is available and willing to work but currently without work. So true in my case.
I was laid off Oct 13th 2009. I have been ruthlessly filling out aps and sending our my resume like a mad woman. I have only had 3 interviews and all 3 were disappointing. It has been a full time job keeping my nerves calm, I'm starting to freak out over this whole thing. Money is tight. Nerves thin.
It is hard not to be angry at my last employer for putting me in this position. I almost rather to have been doing poorly at my job than to be doing my best and doing a great job.