Cleaning out my computer = Finding strange things

I don't even know what I was thinking......

Old Job + New Job

I found a job. YEY

Unemployment.....

Wikipedia says, Unemployment occurs when a person is available and willing to work but currently without work. So true in my case.
I was laid off Oct 13th 2009. I have been ruthlessly filling out aps and sending our my resume like a mad woman. I have only had 3 interviews and all 3 were disappointing. It has been a full time job keeping my nerves calm, I'm starting to freak out over this whole thing. Money is tight. Nerves thin.
It is hard not to be angry at my last employer for putting me in this position. I almost rather to have been doing poorly at my job than to be doing my best and doing a great job.

Kansas City Is such a FUN FUN City....

Found out that someone stole my catalytic converter on my car. Seriously, I don't have a nice car to begain with.

PINK HAIR

Will I ever have pink hair again?
2010 time will tell.

My wedding ( someday )

Someday I'm going to get a ring and end up planning a wedding.
I'm 25 years old and so many people that I know that are my age and younger are getting married and having a ( big ) wedding. I have been to so many. Been in some.

AND I HAVE TO SAY
FUCK YOU AND YOUR WEDDING
MY WEDDING IS GOING TO BE WAY WAY WAY BETTER THAN YOURS!!!

I have kept a folder of ideas and pictures I like for years. My parents are not paying for my wedding and they will not be planning anything about it. I will not have any cheesy DJ or dumb sand unity ceremony. No big poofy dress or the wedding topper with the bride dragging the groom. Common! That is such a crude joke and if people want there wedding to be a joke then whats up with that?

I am not going to have a boring frumpy ceremony.
( I'm Not a ROSE type of girl )

My wedding will be the wedding you talk about for years.

My wedding will be fun.

WE HAVE STYLE! SO NO DRESSES FROM DAVIDS BRIDAL
No mermaid dresses! I think they look awful on most people.

Check out a real wedding blog and wake up
Don't have a Dumb ass wedding!
http://offbeatbride.com/

Love smells like

For Christmas I got
Tom Ford's
Black Orchid
It smells better than anything
NEW right now.